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elsalam 3laikom wa ra7mat allah wa barakatoh
In the Name of ALLAH the Merciful the Compassionate

today I have Promised Myself to Be as Positive As I Could ..
Life is a very tricky game .. u can never predict how it'll ever turn
you might see yourself a winner .. then in a blink of an eye you lose ..
and then you might be losing and no way you'd ever win .. and then the table turns and you would win .. !

my idea is .. we should always have faith, that whatever happens its in our best interest .. to suspect that only brings us pain ..

This phase of my life is facing a great turn .. a change that i dont think i can actually handle ..
but I'am strong .. and i will make it a good thing i will fight for it ..
whats done is done .. life goes on .. when we fall we should not keep lying on the floor .. I will stand up and I will keep moving .. even if i'm wounded , i will hold it together and eventually it'll heal ..
this is simply a test that would make me stronger , wiser , and happier ..

yes i cant deny the fact that its making me sad , depressed and distracted .. i feel lost , i'm in between two worlds .. hanging around ..

you know those kind of movies .. where a soul still on earth cause they have a purpose they want to persuade .. and when its done they're free to go , to be able to go into the light .. (i know its all fiction)

but i feel exactly the same .. i cant embrace this change , cause i'm still holding on to something .. waiting for something .. and sadly rushing things on ..

Good things Happen to those who wait .. and I will wait ..I will be patient .. I will not be weak
life had taught me that even if I am alone, I 'am strong .. its better then being around people yet feel alone

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Thank you whom ever read my journal .. and i really need your input on this subject .. i'm in need of ur wisdom and advices ..

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{ I am Giving up on you
and I'll turn My Heart into something New
and we'll go our separate ways if you want to

I stood in the rain
Holding my Breath
Waiting for you ..
You never came
You broke my Heart ..
I know who's to blame .....

Your to Blame }